Thursday, October 21, 2010

Oh life.

I have no idea what has been wrong with me lately, but I've felt like a narcoleptic. Now if Rx school does one thing for you, it will probably make you a hypochondriac. I had a classmate run up to me frantically asking me to exam their foot. "DO I HAVE DIABETES?? IS THAT AN ULCER??"

Honestly, we spent a good long while looking at pictures of ulcers, and tiny scab on the bottom of your foot does NOT equal ulcer.

Every day I seem to bounce back and forth from being happy that I'm here, that I made the right choice; and some days I feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life. We can't always be happy. I have met some amazing people and I really do love it. I guess sometimes we all have those days that make us wonder why we do this to ourselves.

I don't even know why I am so exhausted. I think my body is preparing me for next week's hell. Every time I get home I pass out for an hour. I am not one to take naps because I am such a bad insomnia, but the wave of exhaustion just comes over me and I can't keep myself awake. Oh noes! I'm depressed! Yeah, no. I think I've just been too deprived of sleep.

I just feel like I am involved in too many organizations. Maybe I finally bit off more than I can chew. I'm not as young as I used to be and can't keep up with these youngins. Being pulled in 5 different directions does wear you down. But that's a worry for another day. For now it's back to bed for me!


Roar. said...

Psychology also makes you a hypochondriac. I'm probably a depressed, bipolar, socially anxious schizophrenic. It's all good. ;)

I think if you don't sometimes think you're making the biggest mistake of your life, you're doing something wrong.

So I came across your blog and thought I'd comment.. :) Also, my verification word is 'sylsher'. How could I not comment?

Erin said...

Hahaha, I'm sure the psych lecture in our physio course probably made everyone think they were crazy. Since I know we're all a little insane, it didn't bother me too much.

I guess you're right! If I didn't have anxiety over it, that would mean I wouldn't care, maybe? I'm so indecisive.

Thanks for the comment, it's much appreciated!