Monday, November 30, 2009

eek

I need to breathe before I freak out. Just the mention of my soon trip to Arizona makes me hyperventilate. I am really nervous about going. I used to love traveling. Well, I still love traveling, but for fun! Traveling for 'business', not so much fun. It's nerve wrecking. I won't even check in my bag even if it's free because if they lose it, I lose my suit. I lose my suit, well then I'm just screwed.

People are thinking that I'm just lazy and not coming to work-work as often, but what they don't know is I'm not at home relaxing the day away. Quite the opposite. I feel like wound up and edgy. Time! Please please slow down. How the hell did this year disappear so quickly?!

I gave up biting my nails years ago, and man it's one of those nail biting times. I'm not going to revert back and start biting them again though. I work with sick people, nasty habit to have when you have no idea what you're touching.

Sorry for the scattered thoughts. Time to go and review.

2 comments:

CJ said...

Hang in there!! Try to enjoy your trip just a little!

Carolyn said...

Thanks! I did end up enjoying the trip. I was there for exactly 24 hours from touching down in the airport and taking off again haha.

Besides the anxiety and exhaustion that was crammed into those 24 hours I still had fun. I even got to go buy a mini fake tree and decorations and decorated it with my friend while I was there!