Monday, December 8, 2008

Blast from the past.

So my ex texted me tonight. It's been odd actually. We haven't spoken for quite a while which is a huge change. We used to be in constant contact, even when things ended and stayed good friends. The relationship just ended up being something that wasn't good for me. My friends didn't like the way she treated me and in retrospect, I guess I didn't either.

I'm not a confrontational person, so I never brought it up. Last time I said something hurtful it made her cry and that broke my heart. Even if I am a jerk sometimes, making people cry is not someone I want to be.

I feel kind of awkward now haha. I don't know why... a part of me misses her and the good times. Then again, a part of me wonders if we have anything left in common. And then the voice of my friends chime in and remind me that the good doesn't truly outweigh the bad.

This entry is full of spastic fail. haha. So I will leave you with this:

Today at work, one of the many many people that yelled at me today included this:

Woman: Do you speak Spanish?
Me: umm... no.
Woman: WHY DON'T YOU SPEAK SPANISH?!
Me: ...... because I'm Asian?
What I really wanted to say? Because I don't go to Germany and demand they all know English or Vietnamese. I wouldn't go to Mexico and demand english either.

Obviously if she knows enough english to yell at me, she can certainly tell me what she needs without demanding that I do it in Spanish.

3 comments:

The Surprise Dyke said...

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE your response of "because I'm Asian." That's is freaking awesome!!!! I literally lol (text lingo right there for you!) and had to non-explain-explain to my roommate what was so funny...hi-larious! :-)

Carolyn said...

hahaha! Glad you enjoyed it =)

Now how does non-explain-explain work? hehe

sheA said...

Caaa Razy kids